hear me roar

basically my thoughts. all about me. and kind of about you. things i think + think other people think too but maybe they aren't writing about it. or maybe they are + i'm not reading it. so now i'm writing about it. you can read it. or don't....but i would prefer if you do :) say hi at samanthablevy@gmail.com. i can say with 99.9% certainty that i will respond to your email. so let's get to it, shall we?

May 9, 2008 8:53am

insight into me:

i am off to my welcome lunch!

while many would find this delightful, i find it nerve wreaking.

having a mini anxiety attack..wish me luck! 

May 9, 2008 8:18am
seriously!? i think we have three vaginas between us right now! - me in a very girlie girl conversation with, well, a close girlfriend :)
May 9, 2008 8:12am

boundries

somwhere along the line, i started to travel outside of mine.

sometimes i wish i could color inside the lines.

but most days i am Really happy being me.

*they told me if i repeat this a few times a day it will come true ;)

May 9, 2008 6:55am
the most secure prisons are those we construct ourselves -

chapter 11, too soon too old

when i free myself from the chains that bind me—watch out world.

May 8, 2008 6:53pm

i'm not going to lie...

i would Kill for a bootleg copy of SATC.

yes i know: bootlegs are bad + the entire industry loses even if, well, i win.

while i am brave enough to admit that i would like to see this movie on opening nite i can pretty much guarantee i will not actually see it for at least a few weeks after the release date.

here’s why: big crowds of only females are Definitely not my thing. big crowds that include only (or mostly) females that range from the age of, oh, i’d say 13-65: dare i say scary? i think i am having an anxiety attack just thinking about this…

the idea of sitting in a jam packed theater on a friday nite with a bunch of girls gushing, screaming, and possibly shedding tears is just not my idea of fun.

however, sitting at home, with just my girls, curled up on a couch and popping that sucker into the dvd player to express all the above emotions: sign. me. up.

so, anyone know where i can find me a bootleg dvd of SATC?

May 8, 2008 2:06pm
May 8, 2008 10:23am
any relationship is under the control of the person who cares the least -

chapter 5 of too soon too old

i don’t know if i love this.  or hate this.  both? 

May 8, 2008 7:05am

larry david

my other dream man.

thought i should level the playing field a bit…or at least enter the other end of the spectrum. 

+ i’m pretty sure he doesn’t love me too.  we’d get along swimmingly! 

May 7, 2008 2:20pm

update

on this:

i found it!  and i literally said outloud “i found it! i found it!”

again, i am 10.

good thing too.  i didn’t remember quite as well as i assumed:

dear sam, i wish i may i wish i might have this wish i wish tonight i wish i had 2 best friends as good as you and jen.

oh jami: you Do (you do!)

Forever.

May 7, 2008 1:17pm
dear sam, i wish i may i wish i might wish upon a star tonight: i am so thankful to have you and jen as best friends -

-my best friend jami

she wrote this on a torn off tiny piece of envelope over two years ago, on the evening of her birthday.

while i never quite understood the need to mention jenny (love you jen!) i have always cherished this piece of paper. i carry it with me.

well, carried. i can’t find it. i wanted to share her words that warm my heart with everyone + in the big bag spill of may 7th…

spilled an entire soda in my bag this morning..hell: i lived to tell! it’s cool…

it somehow must have gotten lost? i am still hoping it is at home, but my hopes are not high.

thankfully i have the words to memory + can always locate them here. if + when needed.

i love jami.

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